Okay, some doodles here.
Okay guys, I am doomed. Let me tell you why.
The two most romantic things I have ever read are Cat on a Hot Tin Roof and Earthly Joys.
Cat on a Hot Tin Roof's romance is a triangle. Brick's best friend drank himself to death because Brick spurning his romantic advances. Brick is now totally obsessed with his dead friend and drinks constantly and neglets his wife, who loves him even more for it. The whole think is so fucking romantic, and it does not take long to read. I reccomend it. (That is only a bit of the story, it was writted in the 50's so the romance is SO subtle).
Also, I just finished Earthly Joys, which happens in the 1600's where a gardner is the servant to the Duke of Buckingham. The Duke of Buckingham is the male mistress of James I and his son Charled I (and that part is real!) The Duke spends all the kings money that the king is supposed to spend on the people, and thousands of people are dead or dying because of him. Its the story of the Dukes servant who is horribly in loyal to and in love with the Duke. I think it was so great because hundreds and hundreds of pages go by before anything happens. He is so tortured. And barely any hanky panky goes on, before the Duke is assasinated. His servant has the chance to save the Duke, but doesnt for the sake of the county.
If you were in love with someone, but you knew their death would be in the best interest of your country, would you let them be killed?
I am doomed because I love tragic romance. I love when the people dont end up together, and when the people are riddled with guilt, and cant be together. I love it so much. Forbidden Love. Its not interesting what the outside word thinks, but I love when the characters are filled with seld doubt and loathing.
I think thats why I like gay man lovin'. Who is more self hating and insecure then a gay guy in the 50's or 18, 17, 1600s. Nobody. Women are to sensitive to have raw self hatred which they take out on their lover. Its tragic.
And it doesnt bode well for my future relationships.
I have a history of it. When I was little I though Pochahantas was the most romantic Disney movie. (Now its Beauty and the Beast, but thats a while other freaky can of worms).
I am doomed.
Just a doodle of some girl.
After reading Earthly Joys, I had to draw some Duke of Buckingham. He was supposed to be so sexy.
I want to be a king with a harem. That would be so rad. They kept describing King James' courtesans, who dressed all sexy, and wore white makeup and you could totally could see a ton of the ladies tits.
A doodle I did in history class of some of his Harem. I would stick my dick in both their buttholes. I like the white makeup with slutty make up on top thing. Its like a mime/prostitute. HOT.
I need to get out of my romantic funk.
St Sebastian. I love him so much.
St. John the Baptist. I also have a huge boner for him. I wanna touch his nipples.
Cowboys. (I love how when I say cowboys, people think "gay." Thanks Brokeback Mountain).
My first The Road drawing. I drew this before I knew Viggo Mortenson was the Man, and I am suprised at how much it looks like his characters design. Longer hair, I guess. I imagine the boy with long hair. I hope he has long hair in the beggining at least. There is a great scene in the book where the man cuts the boys hair, and I hope its in the movie.
Another The Road drawing...
Another one...
I like this one. I think this is the moment where the boy sees something shocking, and the man is trying to comfort him. I dont want to say what the shocking thing is, because then it wont shock you when you read it. (Or watch the movie, I guess).
Close up.
